~ DeOngster®™ a.k.a ConeKiller ~

I hear the clock, it’s six a.m.
I feel so far away from where I’ve been
I got my eggs, I got my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror, don’t leave the keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore ’cause
Dreams last so long, even after you’re gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I Called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn’t wanna talk
So picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn’t the same
‘Cause it was happy and I was sad and
It made me miss you oh so bad cause
Dreams last so long, even after you’re gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I go about my business, I’m doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pj’s and hop into bed
I’m half alive but I feel mostly dead
I, I try and tell myself it’ll be all right
I just shouldn’t think anymore tonight ’cause
Dreams last so long, even after you’re gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin’ when I hold you
Don’t you know I feel the same
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it’s hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We’ve been through this such a long long time
Just tryin’ to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one’s really sure who’s lettin’ go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin’ that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin’ don’t refrain
Or I’ll just end up walkin’
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time…on your own
Do you need some time…all alone
Everybody needs some time…on their own
Don’t you know you need some time…all alone
I know it’s hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn’t time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time…on my
own Sometimes I need some time…all alone
Everybody needs some time…on their own
Don’t you know you need some time…all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there’s no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don’t ya think that you need somebody
Don’t ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You’re not the only one
You’re not the only one

I should have seen it coming when roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye
Baby, aint it funny, how you never ever learn to fall
Youre really on your knees, when you think youre standing tall
But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you

I cried and I cried
There were nights that died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong, this aint a love song

Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime but
We were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade
You and I were the renegades, some things never change

It made me so mad cause I wanted it bad for us baby
Now its so sad that whatever we had, aint worth saving
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river Ive cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yes Im wrong, this aint a love song

If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song

I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint no love song

If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song

If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song
Yes, Im wrong, yeah, Im wrong - this aint a love song
Yes, Im wrong, yeah, Im wrong - this aint a love song
Yes, Im wrong, yeah, Im wrong - this aint a love song

sometimes i wish life was easier.. simple satisfying and content… yet in life the world tends to turn things around and you lose everything you ever beleived in… honour, trust, passion, hope, friendship, love… how can we define our feelings and understanding of another party… honour no longer exists in this world, people disregard the strength honour holds, for oneself and for everything surrounding that one person… trust is one thing that holds and binds everything together, one can destroy that so easily and yet its so difficult to rebuild and regain.. passion for life, everything you do you do with passion, give you the motivation and push to keep going to grow to improve… hope for everything, to be able to beleive in everything, to change to live to continue… love its just too painful to explain, when you lose someone you truly love, you will understand.. i have lost everything overnight… lifes so unfair… to end life it would be ecstacy yet too much will be sacrficed… i go to sleep hoping not to wake up… to live in that serene world where its forever peaceful… sometimes i wonder.. am i really important, will it be any loss with me gone.. i feel so pathetic writing this yet the idea seems so good… one day i will find out the answer…

I have lost my only reason…

Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
‘Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence

“Fools”, said I, “You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you”
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, “The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls”
And whispered in the sounds of silence

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

Time to move on!!! Cheerrs to all who came with calls n also cheers to those who felt offended and also cheers to all that were happy… moving on was not easy you know… but hey i guess after the talks with numerous ppl… ill leave it be laaa…

Yesterday was cool, went to Millennium motorsports with my friend to dyno his Charade with a Starlet 4E-FTE inside.. so lets start from the beginning now my dear friend jopined the Nilai Compact Drag race late last year, he accidently blew his engine… since then it has been R&D and a lot of funds..He decided to go for a TD04L setup with E-manage but he is still keeping the top mount… his exhaust piping i feel at 2″ is too small for his set up.. probably will work on it later…

Back to present… since installing his E-manage he hasnt had the chance to go for a real tune so off he went yesterday [his palms were sweaty and his balls were like dropping off, we kinda told him bout the many dyno experiences in Malaysia, hell even a Ferrari F355 can blow up on a dyno]… anyways when we arrived they havent even started yet so we started talking cock la [what else other than that to do, you tell me]… saw a couple of monsters there… a R34 [sounded crazy i tell you, no words to describe the beauty], RX7 x 2 [these are just 2 drag monsters i presume, witha turbine big enough for my head to go in], Honda Civic EP3 [now this one is sexy, K20A with an IHI Turbo, estimated bout 300+bhp] and a Satria Evo II [this one is one crazy fucking satria, i dont even want to go there, protect the cars identity, yes i owe it that much]…

After a good whole 2 hours, they finally moved my friends car on the dyno… did about 4 rounds [4 rounds enough to almost get me deaf, damn downpipe was crazy loud man in a shop its crazy]… anyways the dyno results were amazing.. at 0.7 bar boost.. running rich.. his current set up.. and some leaking hoses.. he achieved…. are you ready……… 158.5bhp on the wheels… incredible… he went home kinda happy [sad due to other reasons]…

On the way to Alisan i saw Eric’s car spew flames through his exhaust… more than 12 inches long on second gear shifting to third… crazy i tell you.. but the car looked totally awesome… anyways as u can see im not really in the blogging mood.. maybe next time i will share… cheers all..

Yo wasap to all.. yeah its been a couple of days since i last posted [duh... its not going to get anymore obvious Desmond Ong].. thanks for the nice comments [Yup thanks i really appreciate you guys taking time to read my crap, i will happily entertain you guys]… cheers all.. btw Andrew a Hayabusa [197bhp on one wheel man... the damn thing weighs less than 600kg with you on it wtf... its a freaking bullet] isnt entirely a car you know, you will probably kick my ass in half throttle without any effort [Duh... how would a 200bhp on a one ton compare to 200bhp on 600kg's isnt it obvious already].. so there is hardly any challenge there and i would like to admit defeat first.. before i embarrass myself, but i really do not mind a ride on the Haya bro [i swear i dont mind.. who would not want to experience such accelleration... powerfull enough to skin your balls with just the wind...brutally crazy] it would be damn interesting… besides you promised me a ride…

Moving on.. i had a kinda fucked up Saturday.. dear god was the KLIMS an atrocious event… the cars really sucked they didnt have enough accessories on sale and most of the chicks were just ok.. to make things worse went to Kenny Rogers in the Mall for lunch and the service was so fucking bad… my friend was fucked over by a person who was to go on a date with him.. damnnn… was Saturday bad or what… who cares anyways the day has gone and passed.. new days ahead…

So anyways… i have really no clue what to blog about and im not really into blogging like how i did in the above paragraph… So common isnt it, almost every single blog out there is so similar so boring… its the typical “my saturday or sunday or monday or tuesday… you get the jizz was such a great or bad day”.. come on reading the paragraph above was boring enough man can you imagine writing shit like that… goddammit cant some of you guys be more imaginative [Pot calling the Kettle Black Scenario here, i can admit to it so shuddup and leave me alone]…

Anyways ill share an experience with you guys :

Proton Savvy… like it or despise it.. the out of nowhere story of the day:

Well i finally drove the AMT Savvy on Saturday night… ok first of all i personally think the Savvy is cool, the cars got a lot of potential in its looks and performance.. with a nice bodykit it willl look really good.. the R3 bodykit for it i feel is really sweet..

Moving on… ok i received a call from a dear friend on Saturday night to save his sad ass [you know who you are, and you know why i call your ass sad] because the Savvy’s alarm went off and would not stop blaring till the battery went flat [personally i think thats a totally retarded feature from the alarm system]… so we went armed with jumper cables and a whole lot of us [6 of us i think] to save his ass… we were bored and went for a lil trip to help him out, hey what are friends for right…

So we arrived and quickly put the jumpers onto the Savvy and then onto my friends Charade G11 [Yup, a G11 can you beleive it, the Waja uses a maintenance free battery could not help] and charged the Savvy… For the first 5 minutes we waited [chilled and of couse talked some cock la]… then we tried for the first time… click… no reaction at all, then i remembered about the current proton alarm systems, we have to disarm it because he used the key to open the car door.. tried everything nothing worked [yes, we even tried putting the key in turning the key and pressing the alarm disarm button, that did not work too, so dont be a smartypants]… so i guessed we just had to charge the battery first to disarm it via the key [we chilled around again with more cock being thrown at each other, as usual]…

Waited for like 10 minutes of charging [poor G11, i tell you it was really suffering] i tried again… nada… this time i went over to the jumpers, released the G11’s positive side… spark [Savvy lights came on, then went off]… put it back again… spark [savvy lights came on permanently, alarm started blaring and the key works, the damn jumpers were not positioned properly... i wonder who put the jumpers on]… Finally she started up [That was a good whole half and hour or more compressed into 2 paragraphs, i havent even started my car review yet]…

After starting her up.. i waited for what felt like 10 mins before i got into the drivers seat, buckled up, shifted the knob to the right and down… beep… reverse gear engaged… reversed out and got it into drive [had a bit of a difficulty didnt know how to get it into drive at first, damn jakun]… stepped on the accelerator and off i went… was a bit rough in auto mode i feel… everytime i turn and power there was always a weird vibration coming from the gearbox… power transfer was ok at first in auto mode… but everytime i powered out of the bend it vibrates… i decided to stop and ask my friend what the fuck was was wrong with it… he sat in with me and i explained my experience, almost instantly he had his answer, the vibration was caused by the bite and release of the clutch in the auto mode… so he shifted to the first gear for me in the semi auto mode [now i could not do that myself because i have only one hand, dont worry no cone, animals, curbs, walls or cars were injured in this testing session]… i came to the bend sat the car in and floored it… instantly you can feel the difference of power transfered to the road…i actually can get the car to spin its wheels coming out of the bend… im amazed…

The handling is spot on… turn in and floor, the car will go to where you want it to without hesitation… sits nicely round the bends and really smooth round the bends too… comfortable yet it has such good handling it puts many cars to shame… two thumbs up for the savvy… wins hands down anyday compared to the myvi… i like it… i bet with a more powerfull engine [lets say a MIVEC or a turbo 1.3... a definite hot hatch...] and maybe a set of uprated shockers [Koni's sounds like a good choice here] it will do nicely..

So anyways thats my verdict… more cock story than the review, but the cock stories were where we laughed the most anyways… did not get to test the car for too long… but i had enough fun in the 30 mins that i did… a lot if potential in the lil fella… if any of you aredeciding between the myvi and savvy… the savvy wins hands down [btw this whole review is my opinion ok, if you are a myvi user and want to argue on this matter i will have you know that i have driven the myvi too, between the savvy and myvi, the myvi sucks big big big time ok... so instead of leaving pointless and worthless comments here, why dont you all walk over to the nearest proton showroom and test one out, now bugger off]…

Anyways i tried finishing this the whole damn day… been working and writing this at the same time [on and off of course, cant multi-task so well]… anyways its done… bored all of you with bullshit… cheerios anyway..