“Pain, Misery, Loss”
sometimes i wish life was easier.. simple satisfying and content… yet in life the world tends to turn things around and you lose everything you ever beleived in… honour, trust, passion, hope, friendship, love… how can we define our feelings and understanding of another party… honour no longer exists in this world, people disregard the strength honour holds, for oneself and for everything surrounding that one person… trust is one thing that holds and binds everything together, one can destroy that so easily and yet its so difficult to rebuild and regain.. passion for life, everything you do you do with passion, give you the motivation and push to keep going to grow to improve… hope for everything, to be able to beleive in everything, to change to live to continue… love its just too painful to explain, when you lose someone you truly love, you will understand.. i have lost everything overnight… lifes so unfair… to end life it would be ecstacy yet too much will be sacrficed… i go to sleep hoping not to wake up… to live in that serene world where its forever peaceful… sometimes i wonder.. am i really important, will it be any loss with me gone.. i feel so pathetic writing this yet the idea seems so good… one day i will find out the answer…
I have lost my only reason…
June 20th, 2006 at 9:36 pm
arent i reason anymore?
u dunno what loss is yet..cos im still here..
so how can u say that..unless u want me to go?
June 21st, 2006 at 12:00 am
laaa u slow la… this was posted yesterday afternoon… too bad… lol
June 21st, 2006 at 2:02 am
so things better now la? tee hee
July 13th, 2006 at 12:50 pm
now only u know how lost u are..haha